Wednesday, November 21, 2007

My first night out...

So tonight was my first night out as a divorcee...

And I had dinner with this amazing guy, listened to this wonderful man sing with his drop dead gorgeous, silk over gravel voice, laughed and just plane had fun in general!

There is just something about a man that can sing... don't know how to describe it, it makes me want to close my eyes and drift off to a different place, where there is only him and me...

It makes me wish the words of each song was sung just for me (lol, even when there not)

OK, that's my story... it's to late in the night to go into more detail, but I felt like putting these feelings out there... for all my little ghost readers.

I'm OK and will stay OK, I feel happy and content with the place my life is heading... I have meaning in my life, and I want to live it to the fullness. I want to build new dreams to replace the old, for Triston and me... I want to get a place of our own to call home, I want to take him to school in the mornings and pick him up after work, just to rush home and make us dinner, and then spend time with him... to make sure he knows he is loved... I want to get him a pet, a dog might be to much, maybe a cat... ?

I want to dream... I want to love and be loved... I want so many things for myself and Triston... I want to spend weekends(well to be honest any day of the week too) listening to silk covering gravel, as a smiling face sings while doing... well just about everything.

Who knows, maybe life has dealt me the last blow, and things might finally be normal in my life, no drama, no pain, no mistakes... just days like today...

Who knows..? All I can do is hope!

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Silk over gravel hey? :)

Anonymous said...

ja sag en grof - TJ

Anonymous said...

sounds like you went out with don juan damario! ... mmmmmmm ...

The River (Garth Brooks)

You know a dream is like a river
Ever changin' as it flows
And a dreamer's just a vessel
That must follow where it goes
Trying to learn from what's behind you
And never knowing what's in store
Makes each day a constant battle
Just to stay between the shores.. and

I will sail my vessel
'Til the river runs dry
Like a bird upon the wind
These waters are my sky
I'll never reach my destination
If I never try
So I will sail my vessel
'Til the river runs dry

Too many times we stand aside
And let the waters slip away
'Til what we put off 'til tomorrow
Has now become today
So don't you sit upon the shoreline
And say you're satisfied
Choose to chance the rapids
And dare to dance the tide.. yes

And there's bound to be rough waters
And I know I'll take some falls
But with the good Lord as my captain
I can make it through them all..

Anonymous said...

Skoenie... raak jy slim?? mmmmmm...

Anonymous said...

nee DM, ek IS slim ... ;-)

uitgevang!!

Anonymous said...

whahahahaha... so wat het die arme don juan weg gegee? mmmmm....